Gagal Ujian!

Assalamualaikum

How are you all doing? Is everything fine these few days? Well, I do hope everyone is fine. Sincerely. :) 

I have passed all my exam started from UPSR, PMR and SPM. I found that the exam is not that tough, am I right? You just need to attend classes, and listen to what your teacher are saying. Well sometimes you dont need to listen to them, the matter is that u only need to understand your subject. Maybe some students they dont really understand, but they do have a good memory, and they memorize everything. Thats how the way when you are facing examination at school basically. 

But what happen when you are facing life's examination? Will you be able to face it and get through it? Will you be able to answer thousands of questions from your own heart? Me myself, I can give hundreds excuses for other's requests. Millions of answers to rebate other's saying. But I couldn't even give single answer when my heart is questioning. Why? When? Who? What? Whose? Which? My brain refused to work it's hard, to find the answer. The brain were afraid that the answer might be hurting the heart. Dear heart, please be more patient. Dear brain, please do control the heart for me please. Thank you. :) 

In my life, I am taking 3 major life's subject. Family, Friendship and Relationship. Sounds quite tough huh? Yes, it is. All those 3 subjects have 2 sections. First is  'Happy Section' and the other one is 'Sad Section'. I like to answer the first section because it is soooo easy, I tell you. Sometimes when you are answering the section, you would smile and laugh. Oh man, I can't really tell how was that feeling. But when it comes to Sad section, only then you know the real test of life. Only then you know what is life. 

Life is not that easy, always not easy. Sometimes it makes you felt like pulling out your heart and break it! So you will not be able to feel anything. Not even sad, hurt, angry, jealousy or should I simply say it as 'Dying Feeling'. The feeling when your heart is hurt, gosh its damn ****. I rather hurt my face, body, but not my heart. Its not such an easy work to heal a heart. It may takes months or years. maybe you wont be able to heal a broken hearted. Heart, Y U SO STUBBORN?! 

Friendship! That's the best one. While Relationship is a killer subject, because it may cause you to dead! Sorry if it sounds too harsh for you. But I have been killed by relationship. I know how does it feels like. Boy, You never know how mean you were to me with your test. Oh yeah, its not suppose to be your test. Its actually Allah's test for me, but I don't know if you are taking the same test with me at this moment. But I'm sure enough that you will be having this same test as mine sooner or later. Just as a reminder, please do think of how you have hurt my feeling when you have your test later. Imagine for me to stand right in front of you when you are sitting on the examination, because I would like to tell you all the answers. No, I dont mind. And I would love to replace your position so that you wont be hurt like I did. Yes boy, do not be surprise. 

Friendship is effortless. Because you just need to follow the flow of your friendship. Do not study for it. Feel it and enjoy it. You only have to do revision sometimes. Think of what mistakes you have done, and do not repeat it. Only then you can pass. Easy huh? But when stab back happens, that is not a friend. And please do not get involve in it. Okay? 

Just a reminder for me myself. Live your life. If Allah will, you will pass the exam. There is no such thing as 'Gagal Ujian' in life if Allah wont it to be that way. Allah wont let you suffer. If Allah gives you a test, be proud of it because He loves you even more and because He misses you. So, do come to Allah to seek for guidance, advises. He will surely help you to get rid of all the difficulties. Put your trust on Him. He's the best listener, and adviser. 

So, Allah please do help me. Thank you. :) 

Kalau Stress, sila belai kucing anda. :)

Atau pun makan pizza di Suria Sabah. :)

Thank you for your attention. Please do answer your paper now! :)